Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Correction!

Ah, but I was premature in writing the post titled "The Blahs", for there is another item to add to that list: My grandma died.

She's had Alzheimer's, and several illnesses in the past few years. My mom and she had a terrible relationship over the years. I was sort of close to her when I was young, but this eroded or was never quite, and we weren't close in recent years. She never met OC.

There's a long story here, of course, but I don't think I'm ready to tell it.

I have been feeling okay; have been thinking about what I want to do and then doing those things. Now, I'm feeling tired. I've been a trooper, and I need a break.

I need comfort, support, to not have to be strong, just for a little while...

2 comments:

PureCarbonCrystal said...

Hi

Just a note to say I stumbled upon your blog by accident. I like it! Sorry to hear about your blahs ... particularly your grandma. My condolences. Interested to see you like knitting. I haven't knitted for years but recently have felt this inexplicable urge to knit. The trick is to tackle a project where success is inevitable. A scarf is probably a good idea ...

snowballinhell said...

Sorry to hear about your gram. Grief can get really strange when you've had a difficult relationship with someone, so be good to yourself.